Thursday, March 17, 2011

The Battle has been Conquered.

Sometimes pain becomes a huge part of your life, that you expect it to always be there... Because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't...
But then one day you feel something else-- Something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar...
And in that moment you realize... You're Happy.

Today, I realized that being happy isn't entirely impossible for myself... Two months ago you would have never heard that come out of my mouth. I learned very quickly that the Lord really does answer prayers. It's amazing to me how quickly I got my answer. I am incredibly blessed.

I can finally HONESTLY say that I KNOW I'm going to be okay. I feel like I've come so close to the end of this ten-month battle... And I came out a warrior. I'm stronger now than I was going into the fight. I hurt, I cried, and I fought... But I learned. A lot.

I have learned to accept and be content with where I'm at in life. I'm taking it one day at a time. I have my friends, I have my family... And when I don't have them, I have myself.

I'm enough for myself.

Life can be pretty great sometimes. Thanks to all who helped me get to this point and made me who I am today. Couldn't have done it without you :]

1 comment:

  1. I'm so glad. So glad. A beautiful person like you should be happy! :)